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Last week, I was email­ing with a friend– she was hav­ing a hard time, and I sent her this poem.  I was minded of it again this morn­ing, on my drive back from the Trader Joe’s, as I was pick­ing up a house­warm­ing gift for our hosts for a week­end away.

Mary Oliver’s “Mind­ful”, from Why I Wake Early-

Every day
I see or hear
some­thing
that more or less

kills me
with delight,
that leaves me
like a needle

in the haystack
of light
It was what I was born for–
to look, to listen,

to lose myself
inside this soft world–
to instruct myself
over and over

in joy
and accla­ma­tion.
Nor am I talk­ing
about the exceptional,

the fear­ful, the dread­ful,
the very extrav­a­gant–
but of the ordi­nary,
the com­mon, the very drab,

the daily pre­sen­ta­tions.
Oh, good scholar,
I say to myself,
how can you help

but grow wise
with such teach­ings
as these–
the untrim­ma­ble light

of the world,
the ocean’s shine,
the prayers that are made
out of grass?

There was a motor scooter behind me in traf­fic, rid­den by a man in a dark plaid shirt and khakis.  He had on a hel­met, wore loafer-like shoes.  They were Clarks or Mer­rells or some­thing sen­si­ble– prac­ti­cal– com­fort­able.  He was headed toward Boston’s med­ical area, and could have been any­thing, any­one.  A doc­tor, an admin, the per­son who cures can­cer or dia­betes or just keeps your med­ical records in order.  As the lights cycled and changed, he came up on my right, then pulled to the left and in front of me.

On the back of his hel­met he bore a prayer made out of grass, the thing that killed me with delight. He’d dec­o­rated his sen­si­ble, full-headed hel­met, com­plete with a visor, with the fol­low­ing sticker:

One Response to “Something/ that more or less/ kills me/ with delight”

  1. CTJen says:

    LMAO!

    (also, gor­geous poem, beau­ti­ful imagery!)
    .-= CTJen´s last blog ..Kraken Socks Update =-.