BipolarWickedF*ingCrankyLawyerCook

It wasn’t my thy­roid. It was inter­sti­tial nephri­tis, an aller­gic kid­ney inflam­ma­tion. Lucky, ducky, cold-turkey off my lithium me. But, it pays to pay atten­tion to your body, too– good­ness knows I’m not inter­ested in spend­ing a few days in the hos­pi­tal on dial­y­sis. And I get to try abil­ify to tide me through the wean-off, which in my mind I know has more uses than the antipsy­chotic use for which it’s often mar­keted. My pride is wounded at hav­ing to take an anti­spsy­chotic, though– me, who has never had a frank manic or psychotic/delusional episode. Waaaah, I know. But still, there it is.

I think I need some more Twinkie Ice Cream.

27 Responses to BipolarWickedF*ingCrankyLawyerCook

  1. Holy F*ing crap! You be cranky all you want babe. Jeez, just what you need. I mean thy­roid would be rel­a­tively sim­ple, but now you’ll be back fid­dling with the bipo­lar meds, right?

    On the bright side, you were an excel­lent patient to pay atten­tion to your symp­toms, you knew that some­thing wasn’t quite right, and you kept at it till they got you an answer.

    Hang in there. (((hugs)))

  2. Crap. I hope things work out okay. Yikes.

  3. Send­ing warm and pos­i­tive thoughts your way.

  4. I hope the abli­fiy helps you out. I will be inter­ested to hear how it works for you — I think it is the corni­est name for a med­ica­tion ever! I am sorry that you were whal­loped out of left field with this — that is NEVER fun. Hang in there…nad oh by the way…Twinkie Ice Cream.…there IS a god! I gotta get me some of that!

  5. That’s why I was yanked off it as well,but in my case it was doing a num­ber on my liver.

  6. I’m glad you are so attuned to your body…

  7. oooh I just went through that with topo­max. I’m sorry! Feel better!

  8. Ugh. I’m so glad you were pay­ing atten­tion. That sounds quite scary. Cranky seems a mild reac­tion. (Even wicked f*cking cranky.)

    Hope you get that twinkie ice cream. Or what­ever other yum­mi­ness you want.

  9. Oh, geez. Lithium nearly killed Alex, too–after it did in his thy­roid per­ma­nently. He was swelling up like a blow­fish, espe­cially the extrem­i­ties, and it got scary. He had to stop instantly, too, but switched to Lam­ic­tal right away.

    Just our expe­ri­ence, Abil­ify is pretty good. It didn’t have any obvi­ous side effects. He’s on a dif­fer­ent A-P now, because he has to shake them up every few months or they stop working.

    I hope you get it all straight­ened out soon, and don’t have with­drawal prob­lems. *hugs*

  10. scary. Here’s to Twinkie Ice Cream and many more indul­gances. And the right meds.

  11. sorry baby, please eat ice cream and read trashy nov­els and know you will be OK :) Think­ing of ya xoxoxoxo

  12. dude, that sucks. Hope you feel bet­ter soon…

  13. I’m think­ing cof­fee ice cream with dark choco­late chips. Be good to your­self, friend.

  14. noth­ing like a bit of a change in the spring is there? Hope your nib­bling of either side of the mush­room works out and you end up the right size…xx

  15. Oh I’m so sorry. I think you need a lot of ICE CREAM. Ice cream cures all.

  16. That’s nuts, and has me freak­ing out over the puffy ankles I have. This also explains why my GP wants to test my liver function.

    What­ev­eris wrong with me, they haven’t fig­ured out. I’m cross­ing my fin­gers that I test neg­a­tive for Celiac disease…

    Good luck with the meds!

  17. I’ll be think­ing about you, lady. I have to go off one of my drugs, too, and I’m feel­ing quite high off the withdrawal.

    I wish they didn’t call them “antipsy­chotics”. I mean, talk about cre­at­ing neg­a­tive stigma. Who would want to take drugs with a name like that? But, for­tu­nately, you’re awe­some enough to be able to rise above the stigma and hope­fully, you, who is clearly not psy­chotic, tak­ing this drug will help make other peo­ple not so afraid to try it if they need it.

    I hope that makes sense. My brain is cloudy from Well­butrin withdrawal.

  18. Ugh… hang in there!

  19. it is okay — no, advis­able — to be cranky in these sorts of sit­u­a­tions. rel­ish the excuse and feel bet­ter soon.

  20. Remem­ber Rosanna Rosanna Danna? If it’s not one thing, it’s another. Hang tough. How did I miss the Twinkie ice cream post?

  21. Seri­ously, I’m with you on that Twinkie ice cream. Also on being a fan of kid­neys. But that ice cream looks awesome.

  22. Maybe this will be the one works just right. I’m glad you caught it in time. Think­ing good thoughts.

  23. Oh my good­ness, I am so sorry. Hope Abil­ify works bet­ter for you than me.

  24. Hang in BLC. Sorry you have to abil­ify. At least it almost sounds like a real word.

  25. I had the pride thing with antipsy­chotics at first too. Then I had severe reac­tions to 3 and we knew that they worked well but were quite risky for me. Yet I’m grate­ful every minute of every day that I finally tried Sero­quel. Sero­quel has taken away so many indig­ni­ties. The first one I took for sev­eral months was geodon and it had a few peo­ple ask­ing at work if I was on drugs.

    I also fig­ure that if I don’t like what a drug is then I can call it by the generic name and nobody will understand.

    I’m a vet­eran of so many med issues, and parts of my body are dam­aged for­ever. I am in dan­ger of seri­ous ill­ness if I get dehy­drated because lithium has harmed how they work. I have affected liver enzymes. My thy­roid has very lim­ited func­tion­ing. My cho­les­terol is ele­vated at age 32. My blood pres­sure has been high enough to require meds, but now is so low I have to steady myself when I stand up. Who knows what weight gain will cause?

    Yet I’m so thank­ful because I’m enjoy­ing my life.

    You’ll get there with the meds. I didn’t think it was pos­si­ble after how long and hard I’d fought, but truth­fully I didn’t get bet­ter until I sur­ren­dered and let the processes occur, know­ing I was look­ing at my last chances with the cur­rently avail­able meds. And they did work.

    You’re so much ear­lier in the process. Have you been on depakote? It’s good stuff and pretty easy on the body.

    think­ing of you,
    Just ME

  26. I’m so sorry. Hope you’re feel­ing bet­ter. And if it’s any con­so­la­tion, you’re my favorite BWFCLC. For serious.

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